what to do

Its a dog eat dog world and Im caught in the riptide; railroad tie, run and hide. I'd call you but its probably not a good idea; we'd hate each other in minutes; abuse substances, go home empty. I've been there too many times.

So as the sun shines midday, the only light i see besides sometimes dawn when I stay up for it, I wonder the path I choose to wander, and mingle with my sadness. Tomorrows a new day, but we both know it will stay the same.